I am having a rough night tonight. As Lindsay ran out the door to meet her new "friend" that's a boy I cried.. a lot...
They were heading to a new restaurant downtown that I've always wanted to go to. Used to be she and I would be going out and trying new places, or shopping, or running errand. Those days have abruptly come to a halt. This has just been a hard adjustment for me. She has always been busy, and gone a lot. But she has also had a lot of time with me, too. She's gone every night now. And I am lonely. Not gonna lie. I am really lonely. I miss her. I miss Daniel. I miss their friends. Our house was brimming with life, with friends, and with love and laughter just a year ago. Now they have all moved on, as it should be. But I am so lonely. I miss them all so much. It's as if Lindsay dating her new friend has been the final one leaving. And our house has fallen silent. My life has fallen silent. Even a month ago, she was around more and we did things together. Where will I go from here?