Saturday, June 25, 2011

"Take Heart" Hillsong United

[Verse 1:]
There is a light
It burns brighter than the sun
He steals the night
And casts no shadow
There is hope
Should oceans rise and mountains fall
He never fails

[Chorus:]
So take heart
Let His love lead us through the night
Hold on to hope
And take courage again

[Verse 1:]
In death by love
The fallen world was overcome
He wears the scars of our freedom
In His Name
All our fears are swept away
He never fails

[Bridge:]
All our troubles
And all our tears
God our hope
He has overcome

All our failure
And all our fear
God our love
He has overcome
All our heartache
And all our pain
God our healer
He has overcome

All our burdens
And all our shame
God our freedom
He has overcome

All our troubles
And all our tears
God our hope
He has overcome

All our failures
And all our fear
God our love
He has overcome

God our justice
God our grace
God our freedom
He has overcome

God our refuge
God our strength
God is with us
He has overcome

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Hmmm anyone know the answer to this?

I have been thinking about something for a while now. Where are all the godly young men? I have so many amazing, godly, gorgeous single girl friends. They either remain single, or settle for less than what they should have because there a so few single men that actually walk with God. Did our generation fail to pass true faith on to the up and coming generation of men? Or, is it just that women are so much more relationship oriented than men, so women seek a closer relationship with God than most men do? Why are so many women left to be the spiritual leaders in their homes? Maybe that's why there are so few godly men for my godly women friends...
As my amazing godly girl friends wait on God to bring them their future husbands, where exactly will their man come from? There are so few men...

Sunday, June 19, 2011

I got this..

I love it when God whispers to my heart "Kim,  Don't worry! I got this..." And that's what He's whispering to me right now... Love you more than you know, Daniel... one thing I know for sure, and you can take it to the bank...God's got this! ;)

Saturday, June 18, 2011

ending my week with these thoughts...

Sitting here in my favorite chair on a Saturday evening, the house is quiet, and I am finding myself in a very reflective mood. This past week has left me with a few thoughts, and frankly, a few questions for God.

I am taking life slow and easy these days due to my new life, dealing with Plantar Fisciitis. This is a condition that I had never heard of a few months ago. But it has quickly brought me down, some days I have barely been able to walk. I have my mind on our trip to Colorado next month, so I am finally willing to slow down enough to allow my foot to heal. After a trip to the Dr this past week, I quickly realized that the treatment for my new found companion, PF, is torture... so I am determined to behave myself...and resting is the best therapy. I have slowed down enough to think, but because my thoughts are personal, I don't plan on advertising this blog.

  My mind always asked God what He's up to in situations. The one I experienced on Thursday night is one the still has me stumped. What was the purpose? What was God up to? Let me exlain.
Thurday was a fantastic day! My foot was doing better, and I had ventured out of the house with my dearest friend. We had a wonderful dinner. Delicious food. Great conversation. It seemed that God had orchestrated the day perfectly. On my way home from dinner I had decided to take Lindsay for ice cream. The day had been so lighthearted, and stress free that I was almost giddy.  We sat a Chic Fil A in the parking lot laughing and talking and enjoying our ice cream. During the conversation she randomly said "I expect I'll see 'him' (he will remain nameless but refers to someone she loves deeply) soon. Two of my best friends saw him this past week, so I figure I'm next." We talked about it for a minute and went on about enjoying our ice cream. As we left and began the drive home, I heard her quietly say, "and there 'he' is"... We were both practically looking him right in the eye. He was standing in the parking lot, holding a girl in his arms...one of Lindsays friends from her old church. I think she went into shock, and my heart broke for her. As we drove away and tried to get our mind around the awkward scene, I knew the wound would be reopened. It really had barely healed over. I asked her how she was feeling and she said "Like I was just watching a movie of myself with 'him'. He was doing with 'her' what he and I used to do" The shock wore off and the pain set in. Why was he with the girl that vowed to Lindsay that she'd never date him?
And I was left with the question "why did Lindsay have to see that?" She was doing really good. His name was hardly ever mentioned. The wounds had all scabbed over and had almost healed. So I am not sure the purpose in reopening them.
As I prayed about it that night when I finally got in bed, I felt God was telling me that it wasn't about us, but He had a greater purpose. I quickly surrendered to Him. I have learned over the years that the sooner I allow Him to do His thing, the better. :) My eyes still tear up just thinking about it, but God's mercy is great, and Lindsay has moved forward. She is a godly strong woman! How thankful I am for that!

Other random questions I have tonight won't take such a long explaination. They are just ordinary questions like:
*Why in this day and age do medical treatments have to be so painful?
*Will I ever get to wear my Toms again?
*I have two young men that I love so much. I am praying for each of them every day. Will they ever lay down their own agenda and become men that follow God?
*Why has God raised up so many gorgeous godly young women, but so few godly young men? Where are all the godly men?
*Why do so many people settle for less that God's best, in order to be in a relationship?
*Will I ever get this weight off that I have gained from my injury and age, if I can't exercise?


The answers to my questions really all comes down to trust, don't they? And after following Him for almost 26 years I can honestly say that I trust Him. He is God whether I understand Him or not. Actually I am happy that I don't understand Him sometimes. I sure would hate to think I was serving a God that fit into my understanding... :)
This Scripture reference is tattooed on my lovely daughters shoulder. Its her life verse, as she says. I couldn't be more proud...
Isaiah 26:3-4
You keep him in perfect peace
   whose mind is stayed on you,
   because he trusts in you.
Trust in the LORD forever,
   for the LORD GOD is an everlasting rock.