I am in the gorgeous Rocky Mountains, feeling so unworthy to be here. You see, I found out yesterday that my dearest precious friend, Kim MCArhtur's son passed away unexpectedly. I am feeling so helpless, with so much distance between us, I can't do anything for her. I don't know what I would do anyway. What do you say to someone on the phone when they are saying to you "I can't bury my son. I don't know how to do this!"  But I think I would just sit with her all day every day until she could breath again. My heart is breaking, yet I have to pull it together for my family. We are on our dream vacation right now... I am so conflicted inside....
I have decided, while here in these mountains, that I really don't want to ever see my kids go through a broken heart again. I don't want them to date until its someone that will never leave them. I have been watching from afar their friend be devastated with broken hearts. It brings back the pain of January and February and March. It's all still so fresh. Not sure if any of us can bear it again. And now we are watching  another rebound relationship unfold on FB between the ex and a 'friend'. Life is so hard. Heartbreak is the worst pain. How do you put it behind you when everything around you reminds you of what was, what could have been?